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no seriously ppl, how are you?
how are you doing?
how is work/school/etc?
going to any cool shows lately?
what have you been up to?
i am curious to know, please share 
<3, steph
who are you, and what have you done with the real Steph?
well steph...
i am good
I only have 7 days of class left...work is working me like crazy and thats great because after this month ill prob get five hours a week because of never being in the state if i can help it...and shows have been plenty but you know alllllll about my shows
AH steph im excited!!
much much much <333333333
Mandy
steph im doing super dooper
im still mad about the boston and you not coming thing...but im dealing with it
work sucks...my boss is a dick..im getting a new waitressing job and working the other one over the summer so ill have lots of money...but no time to spend it...
I wonder what its like to be remembered- John Hampson
well, thats better than lots of time and no money to spend.
although i guess i wouldnt know, because i work constantly also, but somehow i am still broke.
my main job is a joke.
and the other day my boss scolded me for being late all the time, 9 out of the last 11 shifts to be exact, but thats just me. i have a disease called i couldnt be on time to save my life. one of my previous bosses actually asked me if they should just start scheduling me at five minutes after. so anyway, i told my boss that the reason i am never on time is because i just dont care enough. then he went into a whole rant about what he could do to make me care more about the business. then i kind of felt bad, but it didnt make me care more....can i help that im drowning in apathy? so then im like "ok, i promise to try my bestest to be on time now that i know you are watching. but i want a gold star for each shift i arrive to on time." and the next day, i had a gold star. which actually reminds me that i had better go or im not going to get my gold star today.
so anyway, im doing good. how about you steph?
Wait, what job do you work at where you get gold stars?? I need to get it!
My Physics lab TA gives us gold stars if we get a perfect score on our lab reports, and I totally fell in love with her. Well, not like that, but like a little kid gets really attached to a teacher or something. Like one day she got sick and we had a substitute TA, and the whole hour I was all bitter like "who the hell is this guy? he sucks! where's jennifer?" Yeah, it was kinda sad, but I'm a simple guy. Gold stars, cookies, or a shiny nickel, and I'm sold.
Cheran
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Qui a besoin d'un coeur quand un coeur peut ?tre cass
Oh, wait, I see, you asked for one. Me being stupid and not reading carefully. My apologies for being so nonattentive.
Cheran
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Qui a besoin d'un coeur quand un coeur peut ?tre cass
never underestimate the power of a gold star.
LOL, scott!!!!!!!!
awww, steph. you rock!
how am i? late for work. but what else is new...
xoxo
rachel......
thanks a lot for replying ppl.
it means a bunch to me.
i have enjoyed reading all your responses.
scott- don't be afraid of random niceness every once and awhile.
mandy- i cannot wait to see ya.
tracy- i wish i could've come to boston  now i can't come until summer.
melissa- i'm sorry about your boss. i wish i HAD a job.
cheran- physics is horrible. you have my sympathies.
rachel- come back to ny. you are a ny girl, you just don't know it.
in response to melissa, i am doing just fine. i am getting ready right now to go to the roseland to see the ataris, the juliana theory and further seems forever. i wish i was a year older so after that show i can go to the downtime to see an LI band (sticker) but i'm not so i'll be coming home. i can now take my road test but it doesn't mean i can pass... so i will wait. mandy is coming to ny to spend some time with me and erin soon and i am super excited. school is over in 2 months that's about it.
let's reply more, ok?
Not that this is going to help you at all, but in all of my many years of being alive, I was never as nervous as when I was taking my road test. Its more about having to go back to school and tell all your friends that you failed. That is why I think I was so nervous. That would have been the worst of it. Oh yeah...and continuing to walk and bike everywhere would have sucked too. Just practice your ass off on parallel parking. That was my weak spot. Its all about the confidence....
The random niceness was unexpected Steph...I'm not afraid ( I keep telling myself).....
just being cautious.......
I'm a little late on this but I'm gonna reply anyway. Right now I am fairly happy. I thought I was failing philosophy 'cause I've failed all the tests, and I'm doing this extra credit project to boost my grade, and I was wondering if it would even help the failing status if I did the extra credit.
So anywho, I went into the hallway before class where final grades are posted... final before the last extra credit project that is. I couldn't find my ID# and they weren't in order so I was freaking out, but I found it and... I'm getting a B!!!!! Woooooo!! So with the extra credit, I can raise it to at least a B+, but it'll probalby be even higher. So I am extremely happy about that 'cause I had visions of myself taking that class over after failing, and that just was not right.
Plus, I got an A in speech, which is amazing for me, lol, I suck at speeches. And I'm also pretty sure I'm gonna get an A in music which is also amazing 'cause the teacher is Russian and doesn't know much about speaking English.
So anywho, I feel like I have several weights lifted off my shoulders and it's really nice.
The one thing right now that sucks is that I've never understood better the song "Good Friend". Don't wanna go any further into it than that, but if you know the lyrics, I guess you'll know what I mean.
But anywho, yeah.. this post is long, but I figure I haven't posted too many long ones, so hopefully y'all can forgive me, . On one last note, I'm getting a B (or higher)!!!! WOOHOOOO!
Yeah, I know what you're saying about "Good Friend." First time I heard it was last summer, about two months before I went away for college. Good song for us younguns.
Cheran
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Qui a besoin d'un coeur quand un coeur peut ?tre cass
yep, going back to school to tell everyone you failed the test, its not the coolest thing in the world, but a lot of people fail their first time around, so no worries. and i gotta disagree with scott on the practicing for parallel parking thing. my advice...forget about that part and then when it comes up on the test just do a terrible job and say thats the best you can do. they take off a few points and you still pass. but if you try too hard and go over a curb or hit a car or somehting, its an automatic fail. believe me. and besides, no use practicing for something that is IMPOSSIBLE anyway.
and the juliana theory is awesome, they were just here with something corporate but i missed it. so let me know how it goes, i bet they are amazing live.
and you do not want a job steph. work sucks. thanks though.
and oh my goodness, it is now less than one month untill i am the big 2 - 0. ugh, i am so old. i hate it. i think im going to spend that entire day drowning my sorrows in a big vat of coconut cream pie.
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well i am completely not afraid about telling anyone i failed the road test. i know a bunch of people who failed, and even more who cant take their test until NEXT WINTER. although while walking home from the train station last night, two kids from my school pulled over and asked if i needed a ride and it kind of made me sad because damnit I WANNA DRIVE MYSELF. it's more so i can stop taking the LIRR to shows because i hate the train.. they just jacked up prices. for me to get from zone 4 to zone 1 roundtrip last night was 14$!!!! WTF!!!!
the juliana theory was amazing but we left right after them b ecause the crowd was EXTREMELY lame. pretty much all 13yo girls finding older guys to get them beer and flirting with old security guards. plus seeing them @ the roseland (for anyone who knows it's size) was like seeing nine days at jones beach... completely not intimate or anything. it sucked.
and yes. i want a job. job for steph = car insurance
3eyedaliens - congrats about the grades and getting done with school. i am jealous
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i failed my road test the first time...luckily i only had to wait a month to try for it again...
7 more days of class...and 13 days untill im in LI AH
steph are you ready cause omg
Mandy
so life sucks here on my part!
my cousin is here from out of town. he's my age.
bf still lives 5hrs away
not going to visit my freind who lives bout an hr and a half away tomororw, cuz i was supposed to, and i forgot i had family stuff. so i hope on day after school i can go
and yea
i'm broke, and i have a job
i just don't work enough hours, and am to lazy to get up and go and find another job.. even tho i've seriously been trying to....
arg..
i left work early today... lost 2 hrs worth of pay.. which i probably desprately need
school is a pain in the ass.. i've officially stopped paying attnetion, ya'll know i'm still in high school, i have 2 classes a day. i'm aways late for one. and never go to the other
yea
so
i'm smilling.. gotta find the humor in all of this.. which i always do the best of.. but sometimes.. it just gets to get too much.. so monday comes.. and i'm going to take care of some stuff.. and
KEEP SMILING!
s [insanesanity]
Sounds to me like your just growing up too damn fast.
School (however lame) is ultimately gonna get you better grades, which means more money, less work, and a car.
Keep smiling.
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"Live for the Dream"
SKETCH
MANDY- i cant wait. we have to tell sof we're going to be in philly but she wont come meet up with us because she never does
sarah- i enjoy your optimism. i think i might steal some
sketch- you're not dead?
What the f uck is that supposed to mean?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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"Thank you for noticing..."
SKETCH
you appeared missing for awhile. i assumed you were dead.
dudes., come philly it on may 10th and see pete yorn and rooney with me :-P
~SOFiA~
"you wont hear me, still you endear me, now..woo woo"
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