The ramblings of a teenager...

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you got it

-Mike





Go listen to my band. We're awesome.

http://www.myspace.com/rosencrantzny
weallgotwoodandnails

do whatever you'd like, but then again why should we be the only ones rambling? I see it all over the place specially in these forums just not as formal as in this case.



"How far you go just to destroy yourself. Tuck in your self esteem, it's falling out"

if I could only find the word
to make you stay tongiht,
you'd hear it forever with me right?
a question not to be ask

your eyes will speak the world,
soundless pictures of useless answers,
leaving me asking myself,
over and over. and over again
why....

good evenin',good night,
sweet dreams, lasting memories,
tomorrow comes until forever,
continuing we're together.

when time stands still
us with this vacation
knowning what can
settling for less

a lasting impression
deep wtihin my soul,
yearning one moment more,
to taste you whole

its been so long, so long,
waiting... writting,
not how it use to be,
just wait and see

darling lifes our shinning presence,
you can't tell while in silence,
the marks you've made today,
looks like we've finally gotten away.




and yeah, I dunno



"How far you go just to destroy yourself. Tuck in your self esteem, it's falling out"

die post.. die..

die a horrible death!



I absolutely love her when she smiles

Ohhh Alan, be nice... haha. Anywho, Skoogen, you can start new posts for new poems and things like that, it's not a crime, .

yeah i think that this post just needs to begin a new chapter...or just end...do something...go somewhere....go to bed (nevermind i just need to do that)




Post Edited (05-18-03 22:59)

meh.. I dunno I'm using this more as a place to put things until their needed... thus the ramblings... and until my account is killed I'm continue to do it.. or I stop thinking.. whichever comes first....

muwahahaha...



"How far you go just to destroy yourself. Tuck in your self esteem, it's falling out"

Or you could get an account at one of those poetry places... I forget the site but my friend used to go there.. or an online diary, those are nice for putting that kind of thing. Haha, but then agian we wouldn't get to read 'em. But if you publicize (sp?) your diary, then people'll read it. Or you could just keep posting here til the post gets to like.. 1000... haha. I guess that's cool if that's what you wanna do, .

your under estimating my laziness....



"How far you go just to destroy yourself. Tuck in your self esteem, it's falling out"

Starving for answers, to questions not yet asked,
Running into a wasted trips to,
Fall over the words between my lips,
Holding on to what I let go so I,
Sleep through dreams of adventure,
Waiting for another chance not to take,

Shouting through the silence,
Thought silence echos back,
Moaning this infection
Without this taste of you,

Searching in darkness, hope to see the light,
Speachless this comotion, Trapped to lost emotion,
Lossing all direction, hope for life not fair,
Standing more unsure the fore,

Shouting through the silence,
Thought silence echos back,
Moaning this infection
Without this taste of you,

Choosing to follow, the pleasures that is new,
Using found tool, motivating you too,
Consumption of my mind, Lecay of a time,
When actions met whats true,

Shouting through the silence,
Thought silence echos back,
Moaning this infection
Without this taste of you,

Craving misplaced attention, daring to turn away,
Thoughtless actions accompany, defeat once again,
These bitter tasting words, the drink of life is flat

Shouting through the silence,
Thought silence echos back,
Moaning this infection
Without this taste of you,



Post Edited (06-02-03 19:30)

"How far you go just to destroy yourself. Tuck in your self esteem, it's falling out"

after a long absence.. I decided I coudn't let you off that easily so...



Chocolate Heat Link



Could you reconize my face,
From a far away off place,
No where near your taste,
Do you realize it's true,
everyword I say to you,
If I had another chance,
To repeat the same mistakes,
I would open up my world to you,
and say...
It's not like I have luxury,
Or a place to stay for free,
At least I know what matters most,
You, you and me

When the sky turns to grey,
And it hasn't been your day,
For a long long time,
Keep smiling away the sun,
Will come out someday,
Until then I say...

It's not like I have luxury,
Or a place to stay for free,
At least I know what matters most,
You, you and me

I've travel around and round,
but never found, a place like this,
A face to miss, it just goes to show,
you never know until you go,
Confront your fears,
and say...

It's not like I have luxury,
Or a place to stay for free,
At least I know what matters most,
You, you and me

And..


Hard Times


Sleeping away these days,
I find myself with nothing to say,
It's been twenty minutes motion sickness,
Waking me up once more,
Drinking away life's water
Tastes sweetly rockin' me,
Back to sleep awake,
Confused into panic strucken,
Feelings of freedom,
STOP

In the morning when I think of nothing,
Wake up alone, happily coping,
With emotions mixing of a rainbow,
Experssed in silent perfection,
With Stuttering beauty.
Recap those missing shoelace tied,
Strings of life, Hanging on,
By a thread lossing grip,
Lost control all worth it.
WAIT

Stretching moments together,
Paying for every second left,
Down the street fermiller faces,
Greet decieved in a hand,
Shaking away the fear inside,
Feeling moronic numbed into helpless,
Wandering surrounded by friends,
Alone to warmed embrace,
HOLD

Mind every-changing down,
The empty roads crisis cross,
Figures and listen too close,
To the TV speachless brilliance,
Of a new beginning to end,
The game of fustrations,
Distressed in a mistrusted commerical,
Is lifes trapped we've sunken,
In a higher learning of understanding,
The unasked questions,
DONE



"How far you go just to destroy yourself. Tuck in your self esteem, it's falling out"

skoogen is back

-Mike





Go listen to my band. We're awesome.

http://www.myspace.com/rosencrantzny
weallgotwoodandnails

Message deleted on 2015-09-05 06:30:16 PDT

the first one.. I've got most of it written on the piano.. and the second only in my head .... though doesn't sound right got any suggestions



"How far you go just to destroy yourself. Tuck in your self esteem, it's falling out"

yeah im going to start a very personal journal as a post and see how long i can go.

-Brian



-Brian

Message deleted on 2015-09-05 06:30:16 PDT

brian, well I did that somewhere else cause I got the feeling that nobody wanted to read this stuff... but hey, then I realized.. no offence, but I didn't care if anyone wanted to read it the point is I'm writting it becuase I"m thinking it, so that it can hopefully clear my mind....


"Everyone tries to do the impossible, we all try to be normal, but if everyones different then its normal to be different since everyone is different. Therefore in striving to be normal your no longer different now your the same as everyone else who is trying to be normal and as a result your become normal becuase you are striving for the same thing as everyone else"

gensis, thanks for the suggestions, I'm just not use to writting to please anyone I suppose.... and I don't know about the whole recording thing, well not yet at least, theirs still too many parts that need to be worked out. The thing is I get bored with one basically after I write it so then I never finish the lyrics or the music.... oh well, ha, if you wanna go right ahead to and I'd love to hear how someone else thinks it should go rather then just whats in my head and what I have down on paper



"How far you go just to destroy yourself. Tuck in your self esteem, it's falling out"

Message deleted on 2015-09-05 06:30:16 PDT

I've got a couple grad things I enjoy.. not cause they sound well.. but because hey.. its grad how can you not enjoy it?



"How far you go just to destroy yourself. Tuck in your self esteem, it's falling out"

ok. ok. i know. i know. mike's an *******. but can you please change the title of this thread th "The ramblings of a teenager..." instead of "an?"

please? with sugar on top?

-Mike





Go listen to my band. We're awesome.

http://www.myspace.com/rosencrantzny
weallgotwoodandnails

Message deleted on 2015-09-05 06:30:16 PDT

Spellings overrated... Who needs it these days, as long as the point, the feeling, and the emotion is there to back it up.



"How far you go just to destroy yourself. Tuck in your self esteem, it's falling out"

Message deleted on 2015-09-05 06:30:16 PDT

Misspelling is overrated. It doesn't take a genius to spell something wrong. Text messages are starting to piss me off a little.

C u @ the bar 2nite luv frm ......

There is reading, and then there is decyphering coded gibberish.



^ Haha. I think I made a typo on 'misspelling'. The irony.

Word of the Moment

Gibberish



Post Edited (09-07-03 20:07)

Message deleted on 2015-09-05 06:30:16 PDT

I agree ...I can't stand the online language people use. pet peeve of mine



~Ryan~

i dOnT KnO wUt U MeAn? ItS aLl gOoD. bad grammar iz da best kind of way 2 talk. r u cra-Z!?!


sooo kidding ....ugh it bothers me too