worse feeling in my life

was seeing my mother die in front of me, yet i really haven't broken down yet. i dread when thats going to happen but maybe some pain will go away.

for those that don't know what happened . we(my 2 brothers and my sister) knew mom was dieing (she had ovarian cancer) just didn't know when . well got the call to get home b/c mom was bad . i walked into the house my brothers and sister said to my mother Louis is here and she opened her eyes took her last breath and died (may 9th) was the worse feeling in my life and something i wish i never saw.



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i am so sorry, man. i hope you're feeling better about everything soon.



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OMG i didnt know...Im very very sorry to hear that..that has got to really be the worst ever...
Very sad and sorry to hear...not like that will change anything....



*~Bernadette~*

Lou, it wasn't my mom but I had my best friend die in my arms. I've been waiting for it to hit me, and it really never has. I mean there have been ups and downs but there was never anything remotely as bad as I had thought, hopefully it'll be the same in your case.

I found my dad dying in my garden,total unexpected from a Brain

Hemeridge.I was powerless.It was 6 years ago now.It may seem annoying

all the sayings 'Time is a healer' but its true.In time i have accepted this

happened for a reason...it has made me a stronger person.I still feel

robbed,at times angry...but i remember everytime i make a decision, this is

what he would have wanted for me.I wanted to reply to this because i

found when this happened to me, i was avoided a little,when all i wanted

to do was talk about my dad and be normal .Be strong and

remember there is better days to come~Adam



Post Edited (06-03-05 11:03)

'I wish i could be....Every Little Thing you wanted....'~Dishwalla

as someone with a tremendous amount of love, respect, admiration, inspiration, and on and on and on, for my own mother i offer my sincere codolences to you, Lou...i cannot fathom that kind of loss...you are a vital part of this little, 'ninedays' community and i am sure that we all, whether its expressed or not, feel for you...without being able to relate on a direct level i dont want to offer any trite words of comfort...but, at a time like this i think its important to tell you that i am sorry and i wish you the best...see you soon.

john

I'm very sorry for you.

My Grandma has cancer and I just hope that she feels better soon.

That was so nice of John.... Lou I agree with what he says.



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